PUSH!!!!!!!!

When I was pregnant and in labor with my children the doctor told me to "push" If I didn't push I couldn't get the baby out or the pressure gone. So many people wanted to meet my babies and I did as well, so I couldn't give up I had to PUSH!! That is the same thing with your dreams. When it feels that you cannot go on, you're tired, you're in pain, you're frustrated...you have to keep going. I have been feeling that way lately. I have been feeling unsure of myself, wondering if I am doing the right thing, wondering why I am still struggling, why I am still single, why am I always smiling and keeping a positive attitude when things don't look so good, etc, etc...Most women carry a baby for 9 months max while others carry shorter but none have sex get pregnant in 5 minutes then have the baby in 6 minutes. It is a process that takes time and patience. When God put on my heart to start a blog and Facebook page I just didn't think I was good enough, smart enough, or talented enough to do anything like that. Then one day while in praise and worship God said that I Will Live!! So that is what I plan to do...LIVE!! I will not allow the enemy to use things and others to discourage me from my God given gift. There is a calling on my life and the enemy does not want me to reach people but he is sadly mistaken if he really thinks he can distract me enough for me to quit! I AM GOD'S FAVORITE DAUGHTER!!! I am on a mission to encourage, inspire, uplift others and spread the love of the Father!!