***Sigh***

Hello everyone...I have been on vacation for a few days and to be honest I just didn't have anything to share, well at least so I thought. I am going to be straight up and say what's on my mind. I have been in a little funk because I want to be in love but then I say that I am not ready to be in love for a number of reasons. I have so many people who love me and I love them but most of all I love myself. There is still nothing like falling in love with the opposite sex, it has been a long time since I really felt loved. The enemy has been trying to plant in my head that because I was diagnosed with HIV no man is going to take the risk to be with a woman such as myself. Then I had to remind myself that I am extraordinary, God's Favorite Daughter, I'm unique, fantastic, and any man would be blessed to be with me! I am human just like the next person and even though I smile a lot and love to be an encouragement to others I get my low spells also. I have to encourage myself and know that I am awesome! I am not feeling sorry for myself nor do I want anyone to feel sorry for me I am just being real in expressing how I have been feeling. Don't get me wrong now I do love my singleness at times but then there are times that I would like to walk hand in hand with someone that I love and who loves me. I love going to the movies but there are times I don't want to take my home girls or go alone. I love to cuddle and there are times that I do not want to cuddle with my stuffed animal and yes I still sleep with one lol. Sometimes I just want a passionate kiss. At first I wasn't going to write about how I was feeling but then I said..."it is my blog and this is what I created it for!" Being real with yourself and others is a step to healing and since I am HealedLee I must set an example :) Much love and happy healing!!

Zoranian Luv Dragons

P.S. Remember...YOU WILL LIVE!!!