In 2001 I was diagnosed with HIV which I contracted from my ex-husband who knowingly infected me. In 2004,I turned all of my cares and burdens over to the Lord and that is when I felt in my spirit "I WILL LIVE AND NOT DIE".
Friday, September 14, 2012
Journaling
Journaling. That seems to be all I have right now. It's so annoying to seem so happy yet so sad. So many friend's yet so lonely. Have so much love yet feel so rejected. Have such a relationship with God yet feel so far away. So much going for me but feel like I have nothing. Have so much encouragement to give yet can't encourage myself. So much inside yet so closed up tight. I care oh so much for people that it hurts inside so much like my heart is being ripped from the nerves because I end up getting screwed in the end...always. So smart but feel like I don't know anything. I then ask...what is the issue with me? Does anyone understand?
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