I am Luv Lee!!!

A couple of weeks ago I received a call from someone that is dear to my heart, I care about greatly, and I love. When I heard his voice I was very happy even though I hear from him from time to time. I have never truly told him how I felt about him even though I have known him for a few years. We have only spoken as friends, shared dreams and desires, music favorites, laughs, and had a few flirty kiddie-ish conversations just for laughs. Anyway, when he called me he told me that he really needed to talk to me and as usual I told him I am here go ahead. He confessed that he is in love with 'the person that I am' but has been afraid to get close to me for fear of losing me. He has lost so much in his life and everyone that he loves and gets close to leaves him so he stays away from me and is basically fearful of getting to close. My response was to thank him for his honesty and I felt a sigh of relief that I did not actually confess my feelings to him in its entirety. We are still friends and there is no love lost or hurt feelings on my part. A few days later I get an inbox message from a facebook friend and here is the conversation without revealing his name:

Him: If the circumstances were right, u could get it. U r a beautiful woman

Me: Wow thank you, what is wrong with the circumstances?

Him: Ur situation. Unless u have found out otherwise

Me: Oh yeah that...it always puts a blocker on me meeting a nice man or a man taking the chance on the love I have to give. I am currently considered undetectable but as doctors say..."once poz always poz" I have to thank my high school sweetheart for a very null & void love life. Oh well, God has awesome things in store for me so I will keep the faith and keep smiling. You are a very handsome man yourself. Thank you for your honesty.

Him: No problem. Thanks for the compliment. I tell people I know how beautiful u r on a regular

Me: Really? It is really hard being me but God is good.Anyway, you will find the perfect Proverbs 31 woman for you and she will make you a very happy man.

Him: Yes I do. U r fine! Very fine! And God is great. He is blessing this planet with ur graceful beauty.

Me: Thank you _____ really I appreciate your kind words and I pray nothing but the best for you in everything you set out to do. Much love to you and hugs.

Again, no love lost on my end. Both of these men just helped me to realize something very important to me....Neither of them are my Boaz that God has planned for me! (Read the book of Ruth) I am so free in who I am as a person, a woman, a daughter, a sister, an aunt, a co-worker, a friend, a confidant, a Favorite Daughter of the Most High God, and Luv Lee!!! When the right man for me enters my life he will love the Lord Jesus Christ so much that he can't help but to love me and accept me for who I am inside and out! Some people in my situation would have probably gotten depressed about this entire ordeal, but not me, I know that God has great plans for me and I am going to continue to stand strong, be encouraged, faithful, and just be me...Luv Lee!!